Friday, April 22, 2016

The Questions In My Head

Even though you wrote your name on the lines of my body,
I heard you loud and clear when you said that you have options.  
Even though I long for your company, 
I respect your decision to hold me at bay. 

Even though I hang on to memories of long ago, 
I wish that you will find genuine contentment.  
Even though I'm still waiting for our time to shine, 
I'm letting go of hopes that you will wait for me.

Even though I still hear your voice in the wind, 
I've given up on waiting for your call.
Even though I still smell your scent in the darkness of night,
I cannot follow the sound of my heart beating wilder.
                                                                                                                                                      
Even though it feels like our story was all in my head,
I still wonder about some of the things you said. 
Even though I still hear your guitar and my songs,
I wonder if you knew how much they meant to me.

And even though you are very dear to me,
I can't help to wonder if you ever really felt the same about me.