The Lost One

Go about your business

Act as if you're free

No one could have witnessed

What you did to me

-Author unknown-

The Boldness

I stood before you

With my bare, naked soul

I trusted you with my heart

I gave you all I had to give

You threw it back in my face

Ignored my pleas 

Discarded my existence

Made me feel deserted

Now I walk away

Delete you from my life

Erase the memories

Hate all I feel for you

You will go on

Love someone else

And forget about me

You will be happy

And I will never speak your name

I will rise from the ashes

Like I always have

And no one will ever know

The Hurting Still Continues

Maybe I should let go

Time could be so cruel

All I ever wanted was

For you to love me like I do

And maybe you do

At least that’s what you say

But watch you watching me hurt

No way to tell how you really feel

All I know is that loving you

Still hurts so much

As our passion burns

Like a runaway fire that can't be tamed

Leave me with nothing

But yearning for a time long gone

Some days I just feel so empty

And other days I'm just sad

There is no saving me

I realise the voices inside my head

Might be trying to make me mad

Your voice still rings the loudest

I never wanted you to leave me

But living like this might be worse

Even if we run 

We can never forget

The Everlasting Love

I will always wait for us

I have and always will love you

Denying it or not saying it

Will not make it any less true

Not ever

Right or wrong

I know you might avoid me

Or stay away to try and forget

But Babe that will not change a thing

Not ever

Even if we end up where we started
Like a million times before
There is nothing you can say or do
That will make it any less true
Not ever

I might never catch up

With your runaway train

I might never be enough

For what you want from me

Not ever

Even if I fade from your dreams

Even if your memory of me gets vague

I will always wait for our time to come

You will always be a safe place for my heart

I have and always will love you

Even if I don't say it

The Questions In My Head

Even though you wrote your name on the lines of my body,

I heard you loud and clear when you said that you have options.  

Even though I long for your company, 

I respect your decision to hold me at bay. 

Even though I hang on to memories of long ago, 

I wish that you will find genuine contentment.  

Even though I'm still waiting for our time to shine, 

I'm letting go of hopes that you will wait for me.

Even though I still hear your voice in the wind, 

I've given up on waiting for your call.

Even though I still smell your scent in the darkness of night,

I cannot follow the sound of my heart beating wilder.

                                                                                                                                                      

Even though it feels like our story was all in my head,

I still wonder about some of the things you said. 

Even though I still hear your guitar and my songs,

I wonder if you knew how much they meant to me.

And even though you are very dear to me,

I can't help to wonder if you ever really felt the same about me.